=(
and im sad. stupid phone.
xoxo
10:57 PM.
must move more gradually!
shed some pounds!
dont wanna be fat!
xoxo
1:01 AM.
我的男朋友，一边笑，一边叫我去死，叫我不要烦他，
说我很好笑
然后让我喝 bailey's 借酒消愁
然后在桌子上看到这只 SMU 送的熊 （现在名叫 vikee），就丢给我，
问 “给你，要不要？”
这只熊已经在他那里4个月了，他连纸袋都没拆出来
我说，好笑的是你！
i see no sincerity. hahahahah.
我不是在投诉，我很高兴，看不出咩？
i like this bear =)
xoxo
11:20 PM.
i'm so effing tired.
stop asking me what i'm tired from/of. i'm just tired, from/of school, from/of work. it is effing tiring. i'm not physically tired, i can still run. i'm mentally tired. i've so many things on hand, so many things on my mind.
it's like when i'm in the office, i just keep thinking about school while rushing work, i've so many deadlines to meet in one single day. and when i'm in school, yea i think about school more often, but i still think about work sometimes. i've to cotinue to think about school until i moment i go up to my bed and shut my eyes.
and don't think i can relax during weekend, okay! yes, it's true that i try not to arrange any meetings during weekend. but even when i'm out with baby, baby will still ask me about school, then we'll discuss about school work, my assignments. and he sort of forces to go to library and study. i know baby does that for my own good and he's willing to waste his precious weekend going to the library with me, so i'm not complaining.
so, really, just eff off if you think i get to rest during weekend. no, eff you.
and i'm tired of trying to explain to you why i'm so tired. so just eff off.
to quote someone, "半工半读 不容易."
yes, it's not easy.
p/s: i hate drunk people when i'm sober. i wonder if anyone hates me when i'm drunk. haha.
xoxo
5:21 PM.
晕
如果真的是天天见面就算了
但是我们一个礼拜才见一天半的时间
很多咩？
听了当然不爽啦
总之不管我做什么都不够好
问题少女，我是
xoxo
8:20 PM.
i wish everyday is weekend =(
anyway, celebrated baby's 24th birthday last week. i said i'd plan the whole day for him. but hmm.. i didn't really plan anything in the end. just baked him a cake, watched a movie, then asked him to bring me to this place i found on a food blog to eat desert and then to another place to eat wonderful italian dinner.
the wonderful ice cream. freaking rich - irish cream liquer and chocolate whiskey.
french vanilla ice cream and soft and warm chocolate cake.
the lamb ravioli and squid ink fettucini.
wanted to surprise him with the cake i baked, but he saw it before he entered my room. boo. hahaha. well, it was too hard cuz i put too much flour but he still ate it and said it's nice =) heh, actually it did taste quite nice haha.
he said he was really happy, but i guess i was happier =))
i read the msn conversation history between baby and xinyue. *oops* nah, i told him. it made me cry, i was touched. i never knew about all those things. i mean i sorta knew, not that detailed. and i.. um.. i'm just so glad that things just happen the way they should be. =)
and this weekend, we went to the southern bridges. it was damn tiring, we walked from kent ridge park to harbour front, but it was fun! i was told that i behaved like a 4-year-old and acted like a crazy woman, but who cares! hahaha. i didn't have any sort of "image" since the day i was born. buahahaha.
you make me cherish and treasure weekend so much more =)
everybody's looking for that something
one thing that makes it all complete
you find it in the strangest places
places you never knew it could be
some find it in the face of their children
some find it in their lovers' eyes
who can deny the joy it brings
when you've found that special thing
you're flying without wings
some find it sharing every morning
some find it their solitary night
you find it in the words of others
a simple line can make you laugh or cry
you find it in the deepest friendship
the kind you cherish all your life
and when you know how much that means
when you've found that special thing
you're flying without wings
so impossible as they may seem
you've got to fight for every dream
cause who's to know which one you let go
would have made you complete
well, for me it's waking up beside you
to watch the sunrise on your face
to know that i can say i love you
in any given time or place
it's little things that only i know
those are the things that make you mine
and it's like flying without wings
cause you're my special thing
i'm flying without wings
and you're the place my life begins
and you'll be where it ends
i'm flying without wings
and that's the joy you bring
i'm flying without wings
xoxo
10:44 PM.
this is not working. =(
argh. sucks.
xoxo
2:21 PM.
